Rainbow & Unicorn

At this moment, when I captured this, I know exactly what I want for my wedding.

p/s : Makin lambatlah kau kahwin ye Bashira, kene kumpul duit berkepul-kepul dulu -_-"

I Think Too Much

Based on exponential probability models of time, probability of waiting 5 minutes for the bus is the same as probability of waiting another one hour. It is funny how people try so hard to predict the future, but at least statistician do learn well about life.

In much reality view, same goes to the how many time you will get your heart broken. Thinking statistically, probability you will get hurt twice, thrice and even infinity, will always be the same. Because they hold the property of memoryless in the model.

Same as we human, we forget and live

*Jotted when in the mood for both statistics and cancer development exams. my brain is already twisted enough.

Across the Border, I Love You

Deeply, I apologized,

We never had a birthday celebration together,

I never get a chance to give present to you by myself,

Only through “abg posmen”.

I apologized,

Cause we rarely met for a date,

Only twice a year, no, sometimes only once,

where we have to fly across the border.

Getting sick of the plane,

Just for the sake of seeing your face in reality.

Truly,I apologized,

Our time difference is sucks,

Sometimes we getting confused on what day we need to wish,

Your today or my today ?

But today for your birthday

I choose your today.

I apologized,

Sometimes internet connection play a big f-king time,

We even have to waste all the candles in the box,

While waiting for your Skype video to appear again,

To celebrate your birthday.

Deeply, I apologized again,

When you have to stay awake until 5 in the morning,

Waiting for me to wake up,

When you have class at 9am on the next day,

Yet, you keep waiting.

I apologized,

When we have to fight

For the stucked video and pending Skype message,

and for the phone call that never clear,

but at least saying “Hello"

and "I love you” sounded very clear to me.

Happy 22nd Birthday Raja Azraff,

From your girlfriend across the border

I love you

p/s : Sloppy, sloppy kisses from me :-*

Just The Way You Are

Can you tell a lie when you speak the truth?

Are you in love with someone who never existed?

Do you miss the things you never knew?

Let the answer always be no.

Because happiness is next to you. Look around. Don’t search forever

Because we don’t have forever.

On the Sleepless Road

School has started, so does the sleepless night

Just a random thought while walking home.

When you feel give up and perhaps it shouldn’t meant to be,

because if it does,

it shouldn’t be this damn hard.

Close your eyes,

and think again why you hold on to it this far, at the first place.

:'-)