Saturday, May 28

Nothing Sweet About Me

Friends come and go, clothing is packed and unpacked and as the result not much sticks.

Tuesday, May 24

Broken Lullabies

When so many things need to be defined, to be listed


and the list goes on,

that is when life happens. Right at that moment.

Saturday, May 21

Lame is Love

Love is overrated
cause human is so afraid to face the truth of hurt.

Love is overrated
cause nobody understand what love is

Love is overrated
cause that is the only way to make people falling in love, again and again.

Tuesday, May 17

Just A Thought

Dialogue from malay movie ‘Kashaf Imani’ captured me

Imani : Hari-hari Kashaf cakap die sayang makcik. Syurga dia di bawah tapak kaki makcik

Mak Kashaf : Terima kasih nak, kerana sudi meletakkan syurga kau di bawah tapak kaki ibu.

This is my first time, I thought of this, what his mum said. I always thought “Syurga di bawah tapak kaki ibu” means everything we do, mother is the priority.This dialogue makes me realize the other side of this common quote. “Syurga di bawah tapak kaki ibu” should be built from both sides, not only for son to obey but for a mother to apperciate


Just Me and Me

It’s okay if no one believes like you, all experiences unique, no one has the same synapses, can’t think like you, for this be relived, keeps things interesting, life’s magic things in reach, and it doesn’t mean you aren’t connected, and the community is not present, just take the perspective you get from being one person in one head and feel the effects of it.

Take silence and respect it.

Cause if you’re happy in your head, then solitude is blessed, and alone is okay.

-Tanya Davis

Saturday, May 7

Kiss of Sunshine

The sunshine that inspired me,
The sunshine that never fails to wake me up for Subuh
by kissing and hug me gently,
But it slips my mind, I still hardly to wake up.
But she is still there, staying on the bed

The sunshine that makes me laugh a lot,
How can she be so hilarious and strict at a time?
How can she be so 'balanced'?
With the beauty, the humble, the craziness and the calmness
That's amazed me

Like a sunshine, she is always there
up above, so far away
yet can shine, kissing you down under
with the kiss of a sunshine,
kiss of a mother.

I cant wait to hug you, within twenty-four days

Monday, May 2

Anything Can Happen

How did things changed in a matter of second?

She opened her eyes and blinked. One second. She blinked again. Another second

Seconds ago, she was sleeping,
Seconds ago, Molotov spoke,
Seconds ago she was exhilarated,
Seconds ago Papa spoke,

And now her brother was leaving. Blink, blink, blink

This was taken from novel that I started to read (yes, during final week :p) ,
The Bronze Horseman , a story during German attack on Soviet Union.

Anything can happen in life, what’s more during war.

Much crueller :’(