Anything Can Happen

How did things changed in a matter of second?

She opened her eyes and blinked. One second. She blinked again. Another second

Seconds ago, she was sleeping,

Seconds ago, Molotov spoke,

Seconds ago she was exhilarated,

Seconds ago Papa spoke,

And now her brother was leaving. Blink, blink, blink

This was taken from novel that I started to read (yes, during final week :p) ,

The Bronze Horseman , a story during German attack on Soviet Union.

Anything can happen in life, what’s more during war.

Much crueller :’(

Don’t Want Miss The Sunshine

Cause feeling is so complicated like all the million sypnases in our brain. No matter how the scientist trying to define them, how twisted it becomes in our brain, somehow the axon always find the right way to the target. What is the signal? What is the pathway?

The axon never follow the trend, it varies, it is unpredictable, it is complicated

So does the feeling

I may be holding your hand but I'm holding it loose

I may be holding your hand but I'm holding it loose,

So that you can dream as far as the star can reach,

But you heart stay with me,

Stay below the star,

So you will never forget,

Of who you are

Happy Friday, Happy Birthday :)

Dear 22.04.11,

Again, you make me open my eyes not to the being old part, but in much simpler way that sometimes always been forgotten because of me, being too comfortable

Alhamdulilah for His bless and mercy

and for this one day, that He open my eyes

for me to stay alive, and dreaming :’)

My Darling Curse

I just remember,

I did shove you away few times,

but you

never get bored looking at my exhausted face

sometimes my angry face,

sometimes for only 5 minutes, the rest of 8 hours me sleeping

and when I wake up the next morning,

you still there, on the screen